I dont know what happened to me...
though i slept quite long per day, but then i still
felt very tired.. knocked off within 5 mins when i
reached home.. LOL.. super tired..

Hmm.. hope can move in sg soon...
Its already been few months.. and somehow
i have been thinking of many things.. did i think too much?
maybe what i think may not be the real thing..
avoidance or busy? Nah.. nvm...

If its meant to be, then time will show...
If its not meant to be, then i shall not persist on it..
A level faster come please!

alfred left the world of darkness on 6:01 AM

Its been almost a week since i last update my life..
haha.. been through lots of things.. school's life is
just as usual.. with everyday's lesson ending at near 6pm..
honestly to say, really damn sian! LOL

hmm.. almost forgotton about what happened on these
days.. haha.. oh ya.. monday to thursday can be said that
really lifeless.. after releasing from school then went home
already.. thursday after school went with justin to
pizza hut and had our dinner.. then friday night waited
for chella and went home tgt.. she looked shag.. school's
only been started for 2 weeks but i sensed that she's been
through this for 2 years already...

well.. saturday went with gab and justin to watch movie
at cs.. and then unexpectedly saw jialu.. lol.. she's trying to avoid
a guy that follows her.. zz.. then she came along with us and
watched the movie called "the crazies".. not bad.. quite nice luh!
i love the flamethrower la! so cool!

the movie is about virus spreading that turned everyone to somehow
zombies.. they are like eating or killing other people.. disgusted..
but not as good as the resident evil.. hmm.. i wonder if there's
really mad scientist in the world.. and they created this
type of viruses and really so contagious that all are affected..
turning to zombies.. where will i go in the 1st place?
i think i'll go to police station, bank or the jewerelly shop first..
haha police station: get a covolt! jewerelly and banks:
not money of course! but to get the Shotgun!

In the night.. around evening.. went to sing to view the flat.. hmm
1st one too many pets, and the room abit too small.. though there's
aircon.. and the owner is amiable.. the 2nd one environment quite
quiet.. but the owner abit strange.. haha.. nvm i shall slowly and
find the room.. =)

alfred left the world of darkness on 5:07 AM

Trampled! i am going to wash my hands off u..
Sometimes i am wondering why should i care since
u urself is jumping into the pit.. Since u wanna go
that type of place, so be it. I wont care anymore..
Pissed off when i offered my concern and ur like
hecking care abt it. Even to the extend of personally
fetching u home yet u dont want, wanna mix with xxx
and learn bad? zzzzzzz...


This made me remembered of what happened to
Sally and Ting.. Sally got drunk and then that night
lucky hongyu went to her rescue... and then Ting was
drunk and was taken advantaged of by her colleague...
And i didnt go and fetch her as i am malaysia... i should
have went along with her that night so that at least i can send her home
if she's drunk.. I'm sorry i wasnt there for you that time...
Yea, maybe i should not even worry in the 1st place, since
i dont have the rights to determine their decisions..
but then they are my friends...
should i just leave them outside just like that? What if they met
any potential dangers?

I could not guarrantee that i could protect them... but at least i
will try my best to keep them away from harm... lazy to talk
abt this anymore.. good luck to whatever ur doing.. Disappointed
in u.

alfred left the world of darkness on 8:26 PM

Gosh.. i think this is the worst month since school starts..
maybe there's worst in the upcoming months..
my block test screwed up, my teachers screwed me up,
my parents screwed me up, and even my student pass's
thing screwed me up.

from this, i can infer out one thing..
i have to change my attitude in doing things already..
i realised that i kept doing things in the last
minute.. cos i procrastinate things to last min..
which is a very very bad idea.. i promise myself not
to do last minute work already.. starting with the most basic thing
: finishing homework on time...
the reason for my procratinating stuffs is that
i have other things to do at the same time..
well maybe i am finding excuses for myself,
but then i hope i really can change this habit! i must
! if not i would not be able to handle even more important matters..

i need strength.. mentally and physically..
encouragement is what i needed.. my mum and dad
would only just blame me for not doing
well for my exams..
but do they know i am already trying my best
to study hard for my exams?
please dont blame me for wasting
your money in singapore, because seriously thinking,
your the one who suggested me to go study in singapore the 1st
place.. though i felt gratified for this correct decision,
but please dont give me external pressures.
I also wish i can study well, earn lots of
money back home, but then let me do what i feel like doing..
give me abit more time.. i can show it to u all i can do it..

emo.

alfred left the world of darkness on 7:29 AM

paiseh late to update the latest posts on
friday and saturday.. friday night i went to
st james.. quite crap.. 4 mins late b4 11.. if not
can enter for free already.. haha.. but well nvm..
its only 20 dollars.. LOL..

went to st james.. and then the place was like
so many ppl.. but then nicholas find it not fun cos
not girls available to dance with... haha.. well
i dont really mind if there are no girls.. i went there
to drink tequila only.. haha.. not bad..
i saw one girl who was totally sloshed.. drank till
very drunk.. LOL.. shall not elaborate this..
and then ah hong suggested that we go zirca again..
and then off we go there.. walao there also very sian..
so little people.. zz..

and i am surprised that phyu wasnt asleep yet..
she's at mac.. and then when i went there.. she's gone
already.. she messaged me that she's drunk.. and i am
worried.. and i am really damn tired.. tawnt the whole
night.. have not been sleeping well.. i am totally exhasted..
used up all energy.. went back home.. had a bath and then
slept like a log already.. woke up at 4pm.. after that justin
came to my house around 5pm.. and went to the club opposite
my house.. that club wasnt (clubbing club).. it was the
swimming club.. and swam until 8 plus..

had barbeque stingray for dinner.. yummy..
and then met gab go have a walk at sutera mall..
then went to his house slack.. haha.. then went home
sleeepppppp..

opps... in the previous post.. i need to include
2 more person.. who also attracts me..
as in got the feel for them: the 2 celeste(s).. =)
thanks to both of u.. in my 19 years live only
got 2 ex.. and i hope i dont have anymore ex..
haha.. these were the few girls i liked before..
i am not a casanova.. its just that they passed by my life..
some of them are just liking for fun.. but some really serious..

the serious liking ones are: honghong(ex), jieying(ex), joiie, celeste..
but well i dont regret.. i shall keep my love for my future
gf.. =) 101% devoted..

now going sleep liao... good night.. oh ya b4 that..
wanna say to my good fren, ah hong.. BOTAK!!! muahaha!
tmr enlist liao.. good luck man! all the best! nite!

alfred left the world of darkness on 7:23 AM

Sweeet! Whole day of lessons made me become very tired...
and also no energy to crawl back to hongyu house..
LOL.. 4pm left school.. finally reached hongyu's house by
before 5.. he was rushing to meet tummy..

Well.. i was on my way to meet phyu too..
date her out by 6 pm meet at douby ghaut
outside plaza sing there.. she cab over here..
waited for me at A17 taxi stand.. and i found my way
to A15.. and took a quite* long time before found her..
well everythg was quite smooth.. she's cute.. just that
i dont know what to talk to her.. she's very shy too..
LOL i think if i am the one talking to sally, i sure got
more topics to talk to sally than her..

haha.. but its ok.. after a while we are not very shy already..
feel more comfortable and got more thgs to talk abt..
Hearing from her than she'll be going back myanmar
after graduating from august.. hmm.. abit wasted luh.. =(
But i sincerely wish her all the best for her future..
getting to take over her mum's business back at myanmar..
and i hope i can strive towards my goal and become a
successful businessman! EARNING LOTS OF MONEY!

Nissan Fairlady.. i shall own u in 5 years time.. wait for me baby...
well.. continue my story.. the plan was eating at Aston.. and the flies
irritated ah hong.. haha.. wanna go army liao still so gu niang (girlish)
LOL.. soon u will have to eat with cockroaches.. zzz.. after Aston
went to buy movie tickets.. Date Night.. a comedy movie.. not bad..
and i realised that she have a beautiful smile.. she looked strict when
she didnt smile.. but still mesmerising.. =)

after movie.. i walked her back home.. down her block..
the scene of saying bye.. was like..... how to say..
if i got the guts i would walked up to her.. gv her a hug and
say bye to her.. well i dont have the guts.. so i can only helplessly
wave my hand and watched her going inside the lift.. and off she goes..
haiz.. maybe i was meant to be with no gf.. but its ok.. i still have
my good frens.. ah hong, weisin, chella, gabriel, wei xiang, ah yuan,
Jasmine xiao ling, my god sis, and other good frens

Special thanks to these few girls: hong hong, jia xin, joiie, jie ying..
these few girls let me experience what love feels like..

Haha.. i shall continue to look for my right one among
the sea of flower.. in search for you~~~

alfred left the world of darkness on 9:35 PM

i shall update wat happen during the last few days..
thursday after school.. went to meet ah hong as he going
to pei me go see clement's grandpa's house..

the flat is located at woodlands blk 113.. quite near to my school..
not bad.. the room was spacious enough for me.. haha..
But then the room price was abit too high for me..
$350 a month/person.. if it werent because i am malaysian..
i would had moved in there without second thought..
cos my school fee was $352/month.. damn sian la..
this means that if i were to stay in sg.. my expenses for a month
would be near to $1k a month.. this is a burden
for my parents..

And then Justin said that he could move in sg only around in
october/november.. damn sian la! haiz.. staying alone isnt a
problem to me.. but then i dun like people who are indecisive..
who cant make decisions.. or those who like to procrastinate
tasks.. well... watever then.. i don care alr.. juz hope that i could
move in sg asap.. haiz..

Haiz.. it would be good if my grandpa is able to sponsor my
fees over at sg like xiao yi and san yi.. then i would not need to worry
so much about the cost alr..

alfred left the world of darkness on 10:22 PM