woohoo.. friday no school..
now over at starbucks with chella and justin..
not bad.. the atmosphere quite conducive..
with nice music and people around..
and the workers over here are amaible..
=D

tmr got school sian.. =( using chella's new lappy
for blogging...

signing off~ bye.. tmr going watch 3D clash of titans.. =D

alfred left the world of darkness on 6:46 AM

Sian... start school alr.. Its April alr...
4 months since the beginning of new year..
time passes so quickly.. its a good thg for me..
cos i wanna finish A lvls asap and then carry on..
haha..

ah hong gonna go inside army soon liao.. ah yuan
haven release from camp.. sian.. all my frens are
either in army or working.. lol.. soon all of them are busy alr..
but well.. this thursday going to watch the movie
of CLASH OF TITANS 3D.. =) and i am waiting for
the IRONMAN 2.. the trailer damn nice luh..

anw.. i hope i wont get addicted to clubbing..
hurts my health by drinking alcohol.. and also
depleting my energy the next day.. haha.. need to
find another activities to replace clubbing as a substitute..
but i know.. those activities would be a very low
positive XED value (cross elasticity of demand)..
yea.. but i am sure i can adapt to changes.. and then kick
the habit.. haha..

alfred left the world of darkness on 4:49 AM

WOW this weekend's really damn fun la..
lots of activities.. and i finally know the REAL
meaing of CLUBBING! haha..

Thursday night received a message
from Urchella.. saying that she got the
kick in singing kbox.. LOL.. not to
disappoint her.. i went with her
to CS and sang for quite a long time..
the kbox was not bad.. quite fun..
supposingly to go watch Daybreakers
after the kbox.. but she's sick...

U ah lazy pig... remember to eat ur med,
drink more water and rest more.. high fever
alr nia.. in the end i sent her home..
Stupid Taxi Driver Cheat my feeling!
wrong.. Cheat my money! damn..
the journey supposed to cost only around 10 bucks..
but then in the end he charge me more than
double.. zz wat a malaysian cheating
taxi driver.. in the end spent most of
my money on taxi.. crap...

Well yesterday went to meet hongyu around
11 plus.. need to pass up my tournament form...
but then i past the deadline.. sian.. cant
enter the tournament alr.. nvm la go there
also kena trashed by the pros.. LOL

after that kbox again.. met up with Janice
dance queen and ah yuan.. went to sing k
at cityhall.. haha.. not bad.. juz that over thr
the room is smaller.. but then we had lots of
fun in the end.. cos everyone was singing
their favourite songs.. and 1 thing.. we ate the
free flow snacks damn fast.. haha.. TOP UP TOP UP!

well almost half way of the kbox.. Nick came..
haha... and then we went to eat at the restaurant
at millenia walk.. not bad not bad..
but then spent so much money in 1 day la..
near 100 dollars already.. =( in fact more than 100 alr..
but then nvm it was fun!

here comes the climax of my day.. after the dinner..
ah yuan went home... Janice also went home..
me ah hong and nick went back to ah hong house..
i gotta change shirt and nick wanna change out his
specs.. and then we went to zirca.. its at clarke quay beside rebel..

we went there.. thr were quite little ppl at zirca..
but then rebel is so squeezy la.. and nick kept
wanna go there and look for girls.. haha.. then we
followed him.. and then realised that at rebel
majority are guys.. sian.. then we went back to zirca..
slack for awhile.. and then thr's more crowd alr..
wow there's this girl on the stage.. long black hair..
and another girl called Phyu.. both of them..
they are gorgeous! and i was noticing at the
long black hair girl at 1st.. then hongyu said: the girl
in dark brown hair looks more pretty..
whom she is Phyu... haha.. and then nick was trying to
go and dance with her..
then i was like.. ok.. sneak a glance at her..

this was when she also saw me.. after a few glances..
i paiseh and look away.. haha.. then her frens and her
moved nearer to the middle of dancing ground..
and nick was like failed again =( and then Phyu's
frens suddenly came over to me.. said that
can i join them in the dance or not.. and i was damn
shocked la.. then ah hong and nick pushed me to
her..

after that i am so shy that my whole body
became stiff.. cant dance.. haha.. cos she's beside
me.. and ya.. she's very pretty.. a mix blood girl..
no wonder had such beautiful features..
beautiful long hair.. mesmerising big eyes..
cherry-like lips.. and small face.. so cute and pretty.. =)
adding on: her eyes are like icecream.. haha..
and then i didnt managed to get her number! shit...
ah hong at nick scold me like f*** when they know i nv
go dance with her.. i said i got.. they say that was not
dance... and then she disappeared.. ah hong say
i wasted such a good chance.. am i really stupid to
waste this so good chance? =.=

well i believe that if there's affinity, we can meet again..
stupid ah hong say there's seldom 2nd chance..
but.. haha! i did meet her again! and this time i finally
got her number.. =D and ya.. i shall not elaborate
on the part of "dance".. cos its the 1st time i dance
with a girl so intimately.. my face was burning red..
cos she's so pretty.. and it feel likes a dream..

and the most stupid thing i did was to let her made the
first move.. that means she came to find me dance first..
instead of me being a guy should dance with her 1st la..
omg.. i am such a failure.. =.= but then lucky i went up to
her and dont feel as embarassed as the first few mins..
got into the mood and dance with her.. still very paiseh..
and her frens were laughing at me.. and i am so blushed..

hmm around 3am.. time to say bye bye alr.. felt damn
bu she de la.. haha.. as in bu she de to see this pretty
girl going back home alr.. anw.. it was a very chocolate night..
haha.. it felt so sweet..

Hongyu and Nick kept saying that i am freaking
lucky.. haha.. I am so honourned to dance with this
japanese like- Phyu.. she's really very pretty luh..
Its quite a miracle for me to find her among so many
people in the club.. =)

haha.. and Nick was so disappointed that he didnt found
his partner yesterday night.. and he was like emoing alr..
dun sad Nick try harder next time.. today really experienced
what is it like to be REAL CLUBBING.. Imba..

Well now here i am back home.. super tired..
going to sleep alr.. yawn~.. my chocolate dream =)

alfred left the world of darkness on 6:07 PM

Finally my exams are over..
haha.. block test.. though it last for
merely a week, i felt it last for ages alr..
LOL.. well.. i am soooooo gonna apply
for the star programme.. my Econs..
really CMI.. anyone pro at econs can
teach me? =D

hmmm.. chiong during these few days
for the exams.. wow yenling indeed
is a pro geographer.. she does remembered
all the key points for wat i need for exam..
spared me the agony of reading from
my thick lecture notes.. haha.. thanks
to u TEACHER YENLING..

chiong for almost 2 weeks, didnt sleep well
enough.. everyday mugged until almost 11.30pm.
then off to school the next day.. super tired..
then today woke up at 2pm.. sleep until shuang
once and for all.. haha..

oh ya.. gratz to Dear for finding
her new bf.. haha.. hope that this new bf
would be a much better than the last time
one =)

alfred left the world of darkness on 11:12 PM

秋天已到来，黄叶洒落满地
此时此刻时间仿佛停止
我的潜意识里回旋着那天的回忆
你缕缕幽香的气息散在整个空间
尔我脑海里就烙印你深刻的影子

那秋天的柳絮凋谢，夜景顿时到来
满空闪烁的星星形成璀璨夺目的图案-你的名字
那月亮看起来完整，是个圆月
但是它即将要有个缺口， 转成上旋月
此时此刻，你究竟在哪里。。。

ending with this simple poem.. :)

alfred left the world of darkness on 6:38 AM

Finally had some fun during the weekends..
LOL.. cos i have been studying for some
time alr.. but i think its not enough yet..
yesterday went out with justin and gabriel..
watched movie with them.. not bad not bad..

supposed to go to cs and watch the movie..
but then we went to tebrau jusco instead...
its been almost 2 years since i last went to
that place during the chinese new year..
haha.. we ate pizza for lunch and then bought
the movie tickets.. =D

well while waiting for the movie to start,
as we have nth to do.. we went to play hockey.
not as in the real hockey.. but then the
hockey in the arcade.. LOL.. lost to justin 4
rounds with such a close shave points...
7-6 for 3 matches and 7-4.. lost pathetically..
haha.. i got lousy defence..

but then after watching he played with gabriel
on the next few rounds.. i figured out his weakness.
and then my turn to trash him and gab.. haha..
well.. it was fun.. better than playing dehtona..
anw we watched green zone..

This movie is a very nice movie.. awesome planning
of the troops.. ROGER THAT! YES SIR! AFFIRMATIVE!
GOGOGO! GRENADE! woohoo..
all the nice guns.. including I115T sniper, Stout, Ak-47,
SAR-21, SAW, Carbine ( Counter-Strike B-43),
it was a nice movie.. except for the ending..
poor ending.. LOL.. well in the end had fun =D

morning went to accompany my mum...
had breakfast with her then went to buy
GPS.. she asked damn lots of questions la..
Juz as usual.. zzz wasted my time... and then
went to have my haircut..

after that went to NIKE factory..
and there's not much items over there thou..
abit disappointed.. haha.. well.. i felt
damn bad.. flying areoplane to yenling..
Cos made her wait for me.. Haiz.. Sry
yenling.. i owe u a meal... =(
time was not enough today.. my mum needs
my help in the gps.. and had to go to
yenling's uncle's shop 1 year anniversary..
so packed in the time... well i shall go
to the shop some other time when i am more
free..

Jialat liao tmr got block test.. BYE!!!

alfred left the world of darkness on 12:29 AM

I wanna watch Solomon Kane!!!!
i felt so bored at home.. so sianz..
nth to do.. revised on my homework
for around 2 hours.. no mood to study
anymore.. haha

That chella was pretending to be a
guai guai girl.. LOL.. act for her mum
to see.. so that next time she can goes
out frequently again.. haha.. and then
i had no one to watch movie with.. =(

Haiz.. last time atleast i can watch with someone luh..
at least whenever i asked her out she
would be free.. but now.. zzzz...
Stupid of me to think of asking her out again.. HAHA..

Btw.. Dear.. if u happens to see this
post, remember ah! i am waiting for u
to catch this movie! haha.. didnt managed
to watch this movie that day.. hope that
can watch it with u some other time..
provided that the movie still on show la..
=) haha next time if i ask u out for movie..
hope that u got the time luh..

i feel like singing!! anyone interested in going kbox?!

Btw i saw this bioskin care tv show..
there's 1 phrase that i agree the most!
haha..

To all girls in the world:
men look at pretty girls is not
because that men are lust..
its because that men appreciate
pretty girls and focus more on visual..
HAHA..... ops....

to me.. girls with pretty eyes atrract me
the most.. =) haha.. sian... nth to write
juz simply blabbering around.. LOL..
bye for now =)

alfred left the world of darkness on 2:30 AM

today's sister bdae.. bee suan.. officially 17 today..
haha suddenly find time passes so quickly..
juz a blink of an eye my sis turned 17 alr.. and i am
going to break the "2" next year.. 20.. suddenly felt
so old.. with older age comes with greater responsibilty..
more stuffs in my mind..

cant be as wilful like last time.. muz think of
my parents.. my frens.. my future.. instead all
of these have already stayed in my mind..
swirling around.. problems are like tons of stones..
burying the slightest escape route in the cave of
mountain..

i need to try to move them away..
i already planned my life.. hope that
everythg can act towards the plan..

gonna finish my As this year..
2011 get results and go into uni...
2014 graduate from uni with my cert..
pursue my master degree for 2 years graduate 2016..
come out to find work and gain 2 years of experience at 2018
start my own career at 2018..
by then 26 yrs old..
*opps* forgot to say that need to find a gf latest by 22 yrs old..
get married at 25 years old =D

this is my plan... but dunno that will i smoothly
go on with this journey..

Today juz analyzed from a report.. a survery indeed..
who are the most import people to me in my life..
1st: my family..
2nd: my gf
3rd: my buddies
4th: good frens
5th: frens

happy bdae to my dearest sis BEE SUAN.. =)

alfred left the world of darkness on 9:58 AM

Today is my cip day.. went out of
my house at around 7am.. LOL..
reached causeway point around morning 8am..
and then went to take mrt to jurong east before
changing to pasir ris..

but then when we reached jurong east
and wanna change mrt, we went to the
wrong way.. travelled to joo koon.. zzz
wasted around 15 mins of my time before
going back to pasir ris again..
then finally reached pasir ris mrt..
and i can say that iphone is really an
awesome invention of 2009! using
the satellite map.. i am able to find out
how long does it takes to travel from
mrt to the pasir ris park.. 403.. 7 mins..

reached the park.. felt damn hungry la!
ate the nasi lemak bought from
old chunkee.. yum yum =D
after that saw my classmate.. but then
by the time we reached there they have
already finished picking up the litters..

haha.. thn off we went to play the playground..
felt like i am back to the childhood days..
all of them are playing.. like the kids..
maybe they all are also too stressed..
and they all of them are having lots of fun..
i never felt so good since starting of jc education..
seemed like forgot everythg.. all the stress
juz vanished into the thin air..

oh ya.. forgot to mention about the beach..
the beach is really spectacular to behold!
clean seaside.. soft sand.. green tress.. fresh air..
its was juz far far far far x99 better than malaysia's
seaside.. and i am more determined to
move into sg asap.. need to wait for justin..
sianzz..

well i am becoming *like* a woman..
haha.. not as in becoming womanish..
but then its that Blood visits me every month..
absolutely not *da yi ma* LOL..
well i slipped from the rocks and hurt myself..
the rocks so slippery la! dang.. didnt noticed
it and accidentaly fell down.. then i was
Bleeding profusely.. supposed to pick up
litter over there but end up i am the one
littering there with tissues.. haha.. but i
did throw the tissues away ah! well the abrasion
didnt hurt alot..

maybe because i am used to
accidentaly hurt myself.. until like almost feeling numb
towards pain.. last month penknife
accidentaly cut my hand.. today felt down
had abrasion on my hand again.. zzz..
hope Blood wont visit me again..

alfred left the world of darkness on 6:59 AM

Today morning off to sg for breakfast
with syafiq.. but then the stupid jam made
me late for the meeting with him..
LOL.. then after that went for maths lesson..
Mr Lin was quite astonished to see us
coming after 1 hr late.. my bad..

after the lesson went to snooker to practice my skills..
seriously our school team sux..
cos we havent been practicing enough for the upcoming
tournaments.. and i got a very strong hunch that we will be trashed...
badly.. haha really need to hone my skills in potting and accuracy..
dont mention of the maneuveur of cue ball..
let me practice more on accuracy 1st..

LOL.. anw went to watch the wat mountain show..
oh ya.. under the mountain.. beside me was a girl..
haha.. i shall not mention her name.. her *PRIVACY* =D
hmm.. i was thinking about how was the movie
beforehand.. and then after watching the movie..
its abit sad la.. cos the climax was so short..
saddening.. should have reminded my dad to let me use car
today.. if not i can watch solomon kane alr.. a much more
better movie than this mountain thg.. haha

hmm the theatre was damn small.. with so few seats
and pathetic little rows.. the experience of previous 2
years was back again.. hmm.. felt quite strange.. maybe
not used to it.. LOL..

its not burden, its not weight, its not stress, its not tiring,
if it could be longer.. would it be better?
it's quite amusing.. undescripable by words..
can it be said like a tinge of happiness? can it be just short term
that would be swept into the space of emptiness?
all i know that it was the 5 minutes of moment..

或许我哒哒的马蹄是美丽的错误，
我不是归人。只是个过客。严格来说，
应该是常常都是错误，也只是过客。
犹如锦瑟五十弦，庄生晓梦迷蝴蝶。
此情可待成追忆，只是当时已惘然。
(its ok if u dont understand =D, it was meant to be)


btw the movie is somehow bout twins'...
and how they believe and trust for each other..
the bond was laudable as kinship cant be seperated..
and i am really envy of the "without talking communication"
where they can read each other's mind..
awesome ability.. =D

unexplainable feelings.. gosh pls dont come back again..
hope it wont be double crisis again..

gratz to u for finding ur right one.. may u be happy all the time =)

alfred left the world of darkness on 8:31 AM

hmmm today's a good day..
and tonight is a good night..
that tonight is a good night
that tonight is a good good night...~

well i shall speak from the
top on wat happened today..
today morning felt damn lazy to wake up..
cos ytd slept at 4am..
chat with xiao ling abt thgs..
and then she sent me some songs..
which are not bad luh..
haha special to thanks xiao ling..

the songs did lighten up my mood..
cos it was quite emo... LOL

ya.. today morning it was justin
who rang my phone.. LOL.. and then
he told me today got car show and IT fair..
i was relunctant to go there at 1st.. but then
i heard that there's car exhibition..
somehow i feel that i got energy to climb out
of my bed and drive straight to the car show..
looks like i am a car maniac alr...
many cars over there.. got my fav fairlady,
nissan silvia S12/S13/S14/S15..
and took pictures with pretty show car girls =D

(FOR MORE DETAILS OF MY CAR SHOW EXPERIENCE,
PLS SCROLL DOWN)

well.. after the car show i went to IT fair..
justin and chella were choosing the various
laptops and wanted to wait for other models.
the IT dont have DELL and FUJITSU laptops..
wat rubbish.. zzz

then after that my uncle Nicholas called me and asked
me where i am.. then i told him got car show..
he also very interested in watching the car exhibit too..
well here i am to car exhibit again.. and took more pics..
haha.. but the heavy rain really dampened my mood la..
such a good day rained so heavily.. sian.

and after that sent them back home..
drank lotus seed soup for dinner.. and then
off to another mission.. haha!
mission quite impossible.. 100km wthin 40 mins
which means 150km/hr.. =D

and now i am damn hungry. going to cook maggie mee
liao.. haha!

alfred left the world of darkness on 6:22 AM

Today saturday nv do anythg.. LOL
slack at home listening to music and
play com games.. haha

Oh ya i changed my new blogskin..
Locked my blog for a day.. my bad

Today actually going to ntu and then movie
de.. but there's change in the plan and i am lazy
to go since i am quite tired alr.. LOL..

but tmr i shall go some where fun.. need to spend
money again.. sian.. almost went out every other day..
and spent a lot in this month.. sian... =(

alfred left the world of darkness on 5:40 AM

friday.. today juz had my GP and CLL block test...
well the exam was relatively quite easy..
But the GP paper.. OMG.. it was 2007 A lvls paper
and i have did it b4.. LOL.. and the CLL..
Mr Lee set a suicide question for us. haha.
hope that i dont need to go for *star* program.. *Sit There And Rot*..

LOL Well headed back msia..
Met with the usual peeps Justin and Chella
and went straight to Big mouth( kbox ) after bathing..
LOL.. sang quite alot of songs.. haha not bad..
the feeling was good.. to be able to release the pressure through singing..
but got a bad throat after that =( sang too much..
well jialu and my sis were over there too..
as well as gabriel who gave me a last min call in
deciding to come along too.. LOL..

My sis was simply juz too shy when meeting with strangers..
LOL.. need to train her to be more extroverted..
haha.. and speak out more.. in the end had lots of fun..
hope tmr will be a good day!

signing off.. nights! =)

alfred left the world of darkness on 10:18 AM

to me.. i think that the exams are like
tsunami.. going to sweep me away.. leaving
me in despair and hopelessness.. haha...

tmr going to have block test.. and i am still
not very well prepared.. GG liao.. in school
the usual life and keep doing work and work..
today went back home with justin and chella..
justin and chella are going to have a serious
headache cos of the tution grant thgs..
stupid loans.. makes life so difficult for
everyone.. and that chella.. forget to include
me as a part in her blog!!!
SHENG QI LIAO!: her slogan.. haha!

then had to procrastinate everythg..
sian.... but i can see that they are very
enthusisatic to meet their new frens and
hope to start school asap.. haha.. especially
Justin! who is so happy when he heard the good news
that he was accepted by NYP.. haha.. well Justin
all the best for u! =D

for other parts of my life....
These few days i have cooled down and think
abt thgs.. asked many people abt ideas and
suggestions.. what is the best for me and for
someone..

concentrate on current issues 1st.. many replies
were like that.. hmm.. and i should.. what i can do
is to show more concern to my studies 1st.. after
this year.. i shall tell her how i feel..
but of cos.. everythg might have changed during
that time.. maybe we wont contact anymore?
maybe this maybe that.. well.. i will
still tell her.. and i wont regret what the situations
would be like.. as this is the decision i made..

juz like wat i said.. a good girl deserves
a good guy.. maybe i am selfish.. and always
think i am right.. but well.. i wan the best for
everyone.. so.. i shall concentrate with my A
levels now!! =)

BLOCK TEST TMR!! GG!!

alfred left the world of darkness on 6:37 AM

today was an emo day...
went out morning to CS and watched
a movie called Book Of Eli..
not bad not bad.. though someone dont
understand wat was it all abt...
HAHA...

well after the movie.. dont know some how
i felt very emo.. alot of thgs
sprint through my mind... A lvl stuffs,
rent in sg stuffs, and other thgs..
oh ya when on the way home,
i saw my dream car la!!!
NISSAN 350z! and that one was a
white fairlday! LOVE IT ttm!
omg.. that fairlady installed a twin
turbo engine.. and was speeding all the way
faster than wat i could catch up..
well i have to resign to it.. cos
my car really cmi.. so jealous la!
haha...

yesterday "i guess" this show analyzed
the results of many different blood
types..
A: responsible and wont betray frens
B: Like to backstab and sheer responsibities
AB: indecisive but is able to keep secrets
O: wont betray frens but will not sheer responsibilites

I belonged to A and O.. but i cant say
that i am responsible.. cos i am not
responsible enough for many thgs.. but i
can say that i value frenship a lot..
today saw her again, but i only gave her
a smile.. anw i alr forgotten wat there's
need to forget..=)
back to reality, i've got lots of stuffs
that need to settle.. haiz.. i juz hope that
i can settle asap in sg..

Haiz... i am in the situation of dilemma..
too many thgs that need decisions..
and i believe all good girls deserve good guys...
hope u all find the right one for urselves..
and i dont think i deserve a good girl..
cos i am not a good guy... hais..

alfred left the world of darkness on 5:15 AM

friday was the releasing of A lvl results..
some of them had tears of happiness, some of
them had tears of disappointment and despair..
How am i going to carry on with my life?
These were probably the questions swirling
in their minds..

watching them scored good results.. i felt
motivated.. but then also felt stressful..
then i was pondering.. where am i going
and wat am i going to do after i received
my results next year.. Local Uni? Abroad?
Aiya.. dun think liao.. think of As 1st.. LOL

Saw ah yuan and ah hong and xiao bai got pretty
good results.. not bad.. congrats to all of u
had the good results.. haha.. and i am glad to
see imba queen had all As in her results.. haha
thats cool... =) well.. after released of the
results went to cwp and watched movie with them..
Alice in the wonderland... 3D graphics.. not bad..





















































anw at night i went out with gab, justin and chella
the usual clique to station 1 and had our dinner..
sat at there.. listening to the music.. and then
many stuffs went through my mind.. thr's many thg i
need to do.. and i am sad to hear some bad news from
someone.. Thgs kept repeating.. I now only wanna
rest at home if possible..

alfred left the world of darkness on 8:09 PM

Well.. School life was boring... Do the same thg
again and again.... Seems very no life... Well its ok
since i left only around 8 more months b4 leaving
this school..

Yesterday was quite a short day, where i went cca
around 3pm and learnt some new skills from the coach..
I have to admit la.. The coach was damn pro..
The techniques he taught us.. Really very useful..

After released from sch.. Received a call from chella that
she was working at Umall.. Somewhr near my house..
And since its so near my house.. Well i met her out for
dinner luh.. Settled dinner at pizza hut.. Haha..
Hmm.. The thai pizza wad not bad afterall..

To all the people who are getting back their A level
results tmr, i wish u all the best! Hope that u all will
have tears of joy! Yiting, hongyu, yunjie, wenyuan,
xiaoling, xiao bai, xiao pi gu, haohao, laoda..
Ad well as all the other h2cll students esther, jon
I wish u all the best and good luck.. May u all score
results with flying colour! :D

Looking forward towards this sat's night cycling!!

alfred left the world of darkness on 10:32 PM