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Friday, April 16, 2010
Gosh.. i think this is the worst month since school starts..
maybe there's worst in the upcoming months.. my block test screwed up, my teachers screwed me up, my parents screwed me up, and even my student pass's thing screwed me up. from this, i can infer out one thing.. i have to change my attitude in doing things already.. i realised that i kept doing things in the last minute.. cos i procrastinate things to last min.. which is a very very bad idea.. i promise myself not to do last minute work already.. starting with the most basic thing : finishing homework on time... the reason for my procratinating stuffs is that i have other things to do at the same time.. well maybe i am finding excuses for myself, but then i hope i really can change this habit! i must ! if not i would not be able to handle even more important matters.. i need strength.. mentally and physically.. encouragement is what i needed.. my mum and dad would only just blame me for not doing well for my exams.. but do they know i am already trying my best to study hard for my exams? please dont blame me for wasting your money in singapore, because seriously thinking, your the one who suggested me to go study in singapore the 1st place.. though i felt gratified for this correct decision, but please dont give me external pressures. I also wish i can study well, earn lots of money back home, but then let me do what i feel like doing.. give me abit more time.. i can show it to u all i can do it.. emo. alfred left the world of darkness on 7:29 AM |