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Friday, November 19, 2010
It's been an exhausting week...
having A levels really isnt easy.. it takes a lot of determination and focus to do well for every single exam paper.. Well i can say that i already did my very best for my papers.. 2 years and 11 months in innova jc.. I have experienced happiness, sorrowness, bitterness and of course sweetness in innova jc.. happy in innova due to my beloved friends.. If i werent in innova, i would not have met so many great friends, who are around by my side.. thank you Definitely, sorrowness due to my retention in innova jc.. It's a sad news that i retained in JC1 for the 1st year.. partially due to relationship issues.. and of course i could not deny that the main problem was myself.. The lesson learnt from retention was to get up on my feet, stand back up and learn from mistakes.. not to repeat it ever again.. nevertheless to mention that the shame brought to the family for retaining and the extra expenditure for my school fees that tolled on my parent's income.. The retention memory serves as a deterrence to me when i try to slack or to indulge in gratification and neglecting my homework and school stuffs.. which proves to be useful as i will hurry and revise on my work again.. what is the most important thing in life; suggested by many is that one should get up from the place u fell down.. face it strongly and continue with life.. Many people in the world suffered much more sufferings than the others.. who are deemed as the more unfortunate ones.. Family problems, Money problems, and even Relationship problems are the main issues that occured by one of my friend... in comparision to those who retained and given additional chance to repeat, u are way far more fortunate... Some people really belong to the 'cao mei zhu'----'strawberry group'.. looks fresh, but weak.. after one failure, twice, and 3rd... they collapsed... Just a simple story... look at einstein.. he failed for almost 3000 times before he invented the light bulb... so, comparing with einstein, those who only failed for some attempts shouldnt be in despair.. Also, those who failed.. they should reflect on why they failed, instead of pitying himself and sulk all day long.. Indeed, it's inevitable for one to feel sad due to retention as he has to spend 1 more freaking year studying the same things again... Looking from another perspective 1 more year could solidify the fundamentals taught in J1, which could prepare him well for the following year.. Friends should encourage him to bulk up and continue his journey.. Giving advice and encouragement to push him on.. Yet, the extent of doing such should not be overboard.. In the expense of own future just to appease him and make him feel better would be a very ridiculous thing to do... and i am very disappointed by what u said... If one doesnt cherish himself.. what makes it worth for others to cherish him? NO.. Is it worth it? I asked myself once, during that time.. i said yes... and now, NO MORE.. People do grow... and learn from their mistakes.. and i learnt my mistakes.. Sorry for nagging to my dear bloggie, i promise to upload more photos of 13th november! met new friend temara! =) alfred left the world of darkness on 7:57 AM |